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When I was a boy of ten, I had a very best friend. Ed was kind, with good intent... but just a little different. We played tag, he'd get hurt. I played 'soldier', he'd eat dirt. I like math and the spelling bee, Ed liked talking to a tree. I ran track and hung out in malls, Ed ran head first into walls. I had girls and lots of clothes... Ed had names for all his toes. One day talking to special ed, he grabbed a brick and he swung at my head. As he laughed at me, that's when I knew that special Ed just made me special too. Now I laugh as I count bugs. I give strangers great big hugs. Next to me, Ed is fine... Yeah, he's lik

Looking through your window, a million miles from me My ears are bleeding from the silence, echoing like rain I cannot see Leaping from your window, the fall to set me free A leap of faith is all I ask Remove myself from all that used to be When the clock is ticking, a twisted face I see My sight is blinded by the darkness It doesn't mean a f*ing thing to me Turning from my window, nothing phases me I built this perfect little hellhole It seems to be the perfect place for me. Now I'm here for all to see, everything torn out of me, Too late to drown in all my doubt Too much too late to sort things out.

Look at you soilder boy now With that big gun in your little hand As you patrol this foreign land Hear the mine that clicks beneath your feet As you sit here all alone Will your buddies come and save your life But as the enemy appears See your life flash before your eyes And all you can do is sit and stare What revelation have you now What culmination to your speck of life Your moment in time Now do you see the light Fading while your world is crumbling Out on patrol